feeling better.\

it makes me smile that you care.

i don’t want to replace your friends and make this into an equation of -

Me>Friends.

i just want a good balance of both for you because i know what and how it feels to have to choose.

i made a promise that i wouldn’t choose boys over friends.

and so, i wouldn’t expect you to do the same.

i miss you even though we are so close and i just saw you a few hours ago.

*

sometimes i hoped that i could be like R&K with you,

we could live together and stay together…

but then…i am too young and i probably don’t have the same mindset as R&K.

i know i still need discipline from the house,

it’s what i promised myself and i am set to oblige my own rules.

*

sometimes, things happen for a reason, reasons that could come into good use.

i am going to use this chance to see how far i can go.

this emotional roller coaster ride should come to a smooth sailing turn…

i refuse to let my emotions take the better of me.

*

i makes me smile that even though you were tired and sleepy and zombified..

and you still bothered to call and check if i had fed myself. and wanted to take me out for late lunch. it means a lot to me.

it’s all these small things that makes a girl smile - BOYS LISTEN UP.

i miss you and i want you by my side.

*

the rest of our lives is a long time from now and i don’t see the need to rush things,

lets take it slow and have a breezy time.