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thankyou.

the mushier things i’ve decided to blog about here, as i am sure my friends would probably die and puke out last night’s leftover.

and regina can endure all the torture herself if she chooses to read it :) AHHA.

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thanks for being there for me,

you are my baby boy too :) and it makes me happy to hear you say things like,

“it makes me happy that you want me to go with you and be with you”

because that proves you care.

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you know, sometimes us girls,

can be stubborn at times and we refuse to say everything out right and we expect boys to just know what to do.

at times, boys act dumb, and they clearly know what they can do to make us feel secure and cared for,

but sometimes, they are just as confused and lost as we are,

figuring out what the other person wants.


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but with this special boy i am with,

i am going to try to method where there no more includes guessing,

subtle hinting and unreasonable cold shoulders and emo moments which could have easily been avoided.

i am just going to be straight and honest about what i feel, what i think and what i want.

because if you really do care for me,

this would be exactly what you would have wanted for me as well.

and that - means the world.

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sometimes it gets hard too,

as i worry that your feelings may be weary,

but then you’d do something so adorable it erases away my worries.

and for that, i think you are worth my feelings, my time, my everything.

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i’d like to think i am not one of those love struck teenagers,

as i am still one, im still only 18 turning 19,

what do i know about love right?

and you, a few years my senior should probably know an extra thing or two about it, and for that, please educate me,

show me how it is done.

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you don’t ever have to say you love me,

as long as your actions proves that you do.

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i love you is just 3 words,

that could mean something to me, or be meaningless to you.

but if you do things to make me feel loved and cared for,

i’d know for sure that you do,

and deep down inside…..

you know you do too :)

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thank you for not being one of those boys.

you are a different species !