depressed.

i love my family, yes i do.

i love my dad, for all those years he has worked so hard out there and taken in so much stress and worries. i love him for always treating me like a princess since i was just a baby.

i love my mum for always trying to keep the whole family together, always trying to makes us stay in peace, like a happy family.

BUT LIFE DOES NOT ALWAYS GO THAT WAY.

i’m sorry, but what i really really really want from the bottom of my heart.

IS TO BE ALONE.

LEFT ALONE.

they should have just dumped me in australia like all the other kids.

i would have been SO MUCH happier and they would have had to spend so much less money.

oh god. how i wish my life was just SLIGHTLY different.

actually. i wish, just a tiny wish maybe i wasn’t born.