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i said, he said.

a few days ago,

i again interrogated you about your past’s shes.

the 2 shes whom i grew interest in because,

i have come to realise i am quite “calculative”

in the sense that i match stories,

bits and pieces which you tell me now and then,

and everytime you tell me, the puzzle gets a few new pieces.

it’s really kind of fun in a twisted mindgame kind of way.

and you told me to stop asking and that you’ll tell me one day soon.

and i said “why are you keeping secrets away from me?”

and he said “why are you in a rush? i want us to still have some mysteries, what if we run out of things to think and talk about? then it would be a pity wouldn’t it?”

and i paused and thought,

as much as i would like to disagree with him,

he was right.

as i had thought about it his way before as well,

but unlike him,

i didnt have the strong will to keep things away from him,

and to stop wanting to know more.

***

sometimes, i really do thank god for giving this man to me,

having him to appear in my life seems to be one of the prime things i am grateful for.

he’s just so different.

so simple,

so easy,

yet so interesting.

***

it’s no wonder i still am able to fall deeper and deeper everyday.

***

i’d like to say that this is the end of a love story,

but it’s only the beginning.

***

the saying…

things will never stay the same,

saddens me,

but i still have the little faith in me,

that this relationship will remain the same and be as loving and strong as possible.